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Monday, October 1, 2012

I love you!


Mom, I am tired, I wanna go to sleep.
Ok, go
Mom, can you come with me
I have to finish this and I will be there
Mom, please
Pretty please with a cherry on top
Ok, I can finish it tomorrow
Mom, can I hold your hand?
Sure my baby
Mom, let me kiss your hand
Mom, have I told you how much I love this hand?
Yes you do that every evening
Mom, this hand is the most beautiful and lovely hand, do you know that?
Yes I know
How come?
Because you told me that
I love you mom
I love you too.
Good night!
Good night!

Sunday, June 24, 2012

My dream...




I was in my bed listened the voice of the ocean. The window was open that I could hear the waves breaking on the shore. It was a repeating noise, but trying to say something. I close my eye trying to understand the message from the water. I listened and I was able to hear the whisper of the breeze. The sheer in my window was moving like calling somebody inside, like a welcome. The nature was telling something to me…I lay still, and I heard you. I hear you passing through my open window. For a moment I had frozen. Is that you? My dream is here, I can smell your salty body. I can feel your presence in the room. You moved slowly trying not to make any noise, and getting closer to my bed. I knew that you are looking at me, and I wanted to jump and hug you, but I knew it that you will disappear. My eyes were closed, but all my other feelings were wide open to catch every move and breathe from you. I cannot describe the joy in my soul of having you here with me. You are mine; you came in this world to be mine. In the next second I feel your arm over my right shoulder, and you body getting closer to mine. I felt your muscles getting harder. I could smell you again. I turned around and opened my eye…WHERE ARE YOU?!? I immediately closed my eye trying to keep you with me, but I lost you. You disappear again in that black night, and lighting started outside, and the waves were higher trying to get you deeper and hold you there. It started to rain; I jumped from bed and look at the window. I wasn’t able to see you. Everything was black outside. I started to cry, but my tears were dry. Somebody was whipping them from my cheeks…it is you, my night visitor; you came back for me to hold me and protect me. I have fallen asleep in your arms, a dream that I want not to be ended…

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Ce suntem noi?



Suntem iubire, suntem vant si suntem apa. Suntem aerul pe care il respiram, suntem vantul care ne joaca prin par si suntem ploaia care ne mangaie obrajii. Mereu dorim sa  fim mai mult, sa  fim infinitul, sa fim abisul sau sa fim orizontul.Si vrem sa  fim noi, sa fim fiinta care ne reprezinta in fata celorlalti si ne dorim sa  fim persoana pe care o cunosc cei din jur.Dar mai presus de toate ne dorim sa fim existentiali, ne dorim sa fim NOI si nu EU sau TU, EL, EA. Vrem sa  fim NOI DOI. 

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Ce este viata?


Ce este viata? Unii ar zice ca e o vipera…te musca cand nu te astepti. Altii ar zice ca e ca un trandafir…te imbie cu parfumul si catifeaua petalelor, dar te inteapa daca nu il atingi cum trebuie. Viata poate fi o roata a norocului, poti fi omul potrivit la locul si momentul potrivit, sau poti sa fii cel care pierde totul. Ne nastem, facem primii pasi, primul dinte, primul gangurit, primele cuvinte…prima zi de scoala, primul examen, prima iubire, primul sarut, prima noapte de dragoste…Unii dintre noi ne gasim jumatatea, altii nu, dar mergem inainte, cu bune si rele, infruntam greutatile, ne bucuram de momentele placute, avem copii, nepoti…si…ajungem pe partea ccealalta a vietii cand incepem sa coboram, cand incepem sa simtim ca pamantul ne cheama. Se vede si in mersul batranilor, e mai incet, nu e rapid, ei nu se mai grabesc, traiesc viata cu viteza mica. Pasii sunt mai tarsaiti ca un raspuns parca catre pamantul care ii cheama. Se intampla ca si corpul sa le fie putin mai aplecat, ochii privesc tot spre pamant. Isi ridica ochii inlacrimati spre copii si zambesc, ei sunt lumina lor, dar stiu ca vine un moment cand nici macar aceasta lumina nu ii mai pot tine aici printre noi. Vine un moment cand zic: Sunt gata. Ramane un gol in inima luminilor, ramane un gol care nu poate fi acoperit nici macar peste ani. Ramane un gol pe care speram sa il acoperim doar cand ne vom reantalni iarasi si sa il umplem iarasi cu zambete. Si toti urmam acelasi grafic, cu viteze diferite, la intensitati diferite…dar pana l aurma, toti ajungem sa ne unim cu pamantul care ne suporta toata viata, care ne stie toate secretele si trairile. Asta e viata, nu e nici vipera, nici trandafir, nici o roata a norocului, viata e pamant. Pe pamant suntem, in pamant ne ducem si ne facem una cu pamantul…