Sound of silence

I want to cry but then I have no tears
I want to scream but there is no sound
I want to run but my legs on frozen
  All my body tears apart in medians of particles that started to cry, to scream, to run. Once they meet my whole entire body is just a swirl of dust that runs through the sky and slowly all the particles lose their power to cry, or scream, to run and slowly but it turns back, same as the feathers fly in the blow of the wind. I am looking around me and I see just the sound of silence.