Somewhere, in the middle of nowhere…I jump off…everything around is darkness and quiet, very quiet. But I can hear the water whispering to me. It is calling me. And then, I meet him, my groom. He is there, everywhere around me. It is cold and waving to me. Lots of waves are calling my name. He is waiting for me. I can see it very clear the way to get there. All waves are foaming like kneeling scarf after scarf ready to embrace me. Soon I will be there dancing with him, just two of us somewhere in the middle of nowhere. And wave after wave gives me hug after hug and covering my body with their embroider foam. I roam in the water breaking wave after wave, dancing with them, diving into them. That is the moment, the moment of happiness and supreme sacrifice. I am tired, and slowly I let them to carry me. I am passed from wave to wave until he comes back. He touches me, grabbed me, it is getting colder and darker and fear starts to rise in my whole soul.. and we run. In the deep water. I am scared, I wanna go out, I want to breath